self-talk #1🌛🌜

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it's like saying both yes and a no
or chasing while drowning
and the moment to love is to let go
would it be a waste or not, perhaps you'll never know

when constant denying is the thing you ever did
once you know, you should've known better
that constant pain on a tray
why you hold it so tightly?

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at the end of the day
can I thrust my weary heart into someone's hand?
if a trust is the one that waters flowers
well, it shouldn't bloom.

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