it hurts… and i don’t understand why.. it hurts… when you try to give all your love to just one man… and he took you too high.. then shunt you from the lights.. it hurts… to feel guilty in every things that you don’t understand.. it hurts.. you did it often.. effortlessly… ask me to leave you alone and i dont understand why.. it hurts so much then you come.. say you were sorry… and i took it for granted… and yes, you did it again, over and over again…… yes you did it again… and it just hurts.. so much… and so much more… and im start questioning…. do i just need to leave you alone? cause everytime you need time, you never come back… and im start questioning………. dont you know how i feel everytime you did it? do you really want to know… or you just dont care anyway…. do you really ever think about my feelings… it hurts… so much… it is. for the first time… i dont want to stand by in your side….. cause it’s way … too .. hurtful.. this weary heart, couldn’t save it anymore…
CAANG!! Sudah lama ya tidak posting, awal semester 5 sibuk dengan sekolah. Mulai dari belajar *padahal gak belajar juga sih*, tugas -> ini paling numpuk.. sampe lupa apa aja tugasnya, project-project, sampe ekskul. 2 minggu yang lalu abis Pengukuhan Calon Anggota SACAPALA Angkatan XIX, alhamdulillah caang melimpah. Semoga kuat sampai akhir dan menjadi anggota yang berisi. Selamat datang phoenix muda, selamat mengeksplor dunia baru.. Sabtu kemarin nyobain SRT-an sm rappelling.. karna udh lamaaaaaaaaaaa bgt gak latfis (terakhir pas mau ke pangrango.. tahun lalu) wkwk jd nya badan sakit semua huft. Minggu ini mau survey tempat diklat sm Bang Adoy, katanya doi juga terakhir gabut brg SCP, bulan depan dah sibuk katanya.. kita lihat nanti.. wkwk Minggu-minggu ini masi sibuk ngurus dedek dedek 19, ngasi materi pra-diklat, atur acara, ini itu.. Happy sekali melihat antusiasme mereka di setiap kegiatan, ++ pas mereka teriak "SIAP TEMPUR" atau nanyi ancemon atau teriak mot...
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